My spirit to work, up a little bit. Maybe because I'm quitting tomorrow. Now I can have the free time to catch up with things and life. Yes! Life! Working for people, to me means I'm a soul-less character. A living dead. I need an escape.

And right now, what lies ahead is really unclear now. Duh.(we never know the future) That, I agree. What I mean is that, I really feel really really clueless of what's coming ahead. And that is different from the one in the bracket.

As a kickstart, check my account and see if my money is in. If not, report police.
Speaking of the angel, I dreamt about a malay policeman with his partner caught some of my acquaintances (former madrasah peeps) and I red-handed for jaywalking. Like what the feet. i've been jaywalking for the rest of my life and now I got caught. Then that man in blue was like scolding. Afterwards I discover he was a graduate from NTU's sociology. I was like woahhhh. The eerie part was when I saw him at this shophouse, as if calling me to go there. So I did. The house was a shacked. I met this old woman who showed me the way. I was led to this one room which I can hardly describe. I didn't saw that man in blue.And my intuition made me to climb up the wall. Not exactly wall and lift up the cover and found that man in blue with a baby. Indian baby. Her face and body so chubby. So round. so cute. but her hair was so thick and wire-liked and tied like the singh/sikhs. I carried her and discovered her facial hair more like side burn. Her skin was rough.. That man in blue was gone. Literally, vanish into thin air. Remember that old woman? She came in and asked me to take her and adopt that child. She also said that she was sinful towards the baby. She mixed her menstrual blood with that baby's milk. (I know.. eeew..) The first thing that came across my mind was, she was senile or doing some black magic. I told her that I will take the child..


Then after woke up, I remembered about what my aunt said about dreaming about babies. They are actually syaitan in disguise. Ahhh.

So when I said that I will take the child in...and thinking of that old woman... Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Astaughfirullah. Ya Allah jauhkan lah hambamu ini dari gangguan syaitan. Amin.