haiz. I do not know what you are thinking. When I ajak you, you always refuse. But when someone you knew for 2 years ajak you, you always agree to her. Sometimes I feel you use me. That's why I always try to be as ignorant as I can when I'm around your other friends. Well I'm controlling myself not to think bad about you, which can ruin our friendship. You should thank me for my patience for putting up with all these animosity in disguise.

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It's my mum's birthday today. Hmm. I've no idea what to give her or treat her. Alas, I'm impecunious. Will think about something..
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I'm still wondering about the internship. Have I totally lost the chances?. They are taking too long. 2 weeks they said because they need to find people who are really suitable. I'm still counting down although I've screwed the writing assessment terribly....
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I remembered this song out of a sudden. Some parts of the lyrics reasoned why I still can't get over him.

"Hanyalah kau Satu satu satu idamanku.
Tiada lagi dua dua dua di hatiku"