Oh dear. One of my best primary school friends has a few things which I have always wanted. She got what I want to achieve when I grow older. She gets my desire job.!! Its like a boy who always wanted to be an astronaut but his dream is dashed due to his bad decision making in his juvenile years and then his long time friend got to be an astronaut. DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I feel horrible! I feel wasted!! Only God knows how I dislike feeling wasted.

I really feel down because of this. DO you know how much she could earn in Singapore with that job? GoSH!! I could splurge that money on fine stuff. I could bring the whole family to Greece, France, Spain and Mecca, after saving for a couple of months.

All things that happened have their own reason. Maybe .... Hmm. A lot of things is popping in my mind. Good great!

Anybody wants to dine with me ? I feel so bored and random!!!!!!!!!!!!