I DID VERY BADLY FOR MY FIRST SEMESTER!!! WHAT IS THIS
? I need to repeat the modules and pay 1.6k for the modules. Herggh!( This is the most probable outcome that I have to face in near future.) I just knew I did badly! Like how i knew my A level results were going to be. I never submit assignment.. So ridiculous! I am so undiscipline! (Is there even have such word) Gosh! I need to do some intellect-exercise How could I even dream of advising the inmates of my age??? At least I knew what is important for survival unlike them. Ok I am so prejudice. They are 19-21 years old already!! So hard to change them. Haish trap in vicious cycle. But some I really pity them. Well they became like that of their family! There is clearly something wrong with the Malay community!!!

Haish. Can Mendaki and Muis do something more? I do not care if it requires some socialism approach. Get what I mean?


Anyway.. I am so honoured to do some important task. I was able to talk and interact with high ranking officers like friend friend. And I had great companions for lunch too:PPP Love that moment. They make me feel so me.. I can free myself.

On the flipside of the coin, I do not like the departing session. They (Diff people) made me feel so AWKWARD and left me in doubts, confusion, discomfort and ousted!!! I'd rather go home late and take the public transport!!

But so far I have not heard anything from the middle management level about... That too leaves me in skeptics about their view on me. Where did I go wrong?