I have not been getting enough sleep. I am so fatigue right now. And my father broke the silence of Sunday Morning with his loud demanding voice.. He expected me to prepare my sister who was going to my aunt house. So I clothed her with my eyes still shutting down. Then when came to her bag, I had no idea where was her madrasah bag. And my sister has been so clueless. sHE didnt know where her bag was. and i have to search for high nand low for it whi9le she stood there. I got frustrated. Hello she should atleast helped me find or combed her hair at that time or what. at least do something. Then I baarked at her to find her baag. Suddenly I had this feeling that my mum already had brought the bag. Indeeed it wsb true. My sister vwent to my aunt hse with her madrasa bag on fri with my mum, and she forgotten. My father started to bark at me. He told me to call my aunty. He barked at me for that and then the phone rang, I didnt want to pick up, after the bad morning. He barked at me again buut from outside of the house. Did he want to make this public? He expected me to know where my sister bag was etc, even when my mum didnt telll me beforehand. And I am lethargic now. I know that all my neighbours know that I always got scolding due to the shouting even at 20 yrs old. it is already embarrassing enough.. To make things worse my neighbours whom surrounded me are MUslim families with children of my age. Why are my parents so loud?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? Im tired now............................................................................................................................