so.. ok. i have backfired my words. omg.... i should have taken history.. at least history i could read it like novels. now nothing come into my brain. it's too complex for my lacking-of-exercise brain. ok. i have to bear this shame. no. to them its nothing. its only me. if i dun takeit that way. i will feel no shame. fairus. endure this. tebalkan muka... today i've wasted a sum of money. nah..(dun ever regret fairus). this is just nt my style. i can't conform to this system. that's why i am nt doing well..