I have been biting my inner lip for few times already and now I can feel the lump and the soreness of it. I asked my mum what does it mean?(being partially superstitious). She replied, " Ada orang mengumpat pasal kau.( There are people gossiping about you)"I was a bit taken aback. Trying to reminisce, my virtual fingers and thought are directed toward some peeps in my so called cca. Yeah take note of the literary factor.There are substantial reasons why it can be them. Firstly and mainly is because I have not been attending the session for at least 3 times in a row, if I can recall. Next I have also contribute to the hoo hoo haa haa or in another word, mess, concerning the pre-science week, to an extreme small extent. That's what I believe and the egoism in me, agree to that extent. If I have a big ego, I absolutely would not admit to any. There are also other reasons why I am having such a hard time to decide to come, which I will not mention in this post. But it does not mean I have not been considering the other outcome. Whatever it is, I have no regret of not coming..

piss off