It's evening. For now, day is coming to an end. It's time for the bad news. I think of the bad news as a shark which did no harm to humans even the slightest, and then got his fins being cut off before being thrown back into the sea waiting for death to consume him.
In my place, now, the bad news arrives in the form of 'my friends' list' in Myspace account. I don't often go there. Then came an innuendo from somewhere deep in my heart that whispers to me to log in. as usual, I checked my friends list because supposedly I had 4 friends two of which are automatic-administrators, leaving the other two that I either add or I was added. Now left with three friends. the ex-friend that I dying to add and had succesfully added, had either deleted his account to make a new one or purposely changed hisname. I'm really hoping that the former is right... URRGGHH... this bad news has caused so much uneasiness in me. I need to get it off from my mind and heart fast, like a hot oil. It's scalding.
There's been bad news before, likewise, it takes days for me to mourn over . I hate this formulation: Heartbroken is hard to mend or It's a matter of time.
bla.. Bla.. bla.. Rob... If you really do delete that account and want to start afresh, I accept it. But if you change your profile's name and delete only me, I will take that as a sign of rejection....
Wait.. I need to be logical and rational. Firstly, he got hundreds of friends, so why would he care to find my profile out of the hundreds and just delete me? Fairus, get real. Don't be overly-emotional. Give him a life. Afterall, he's Robert Pattinson aka Bobby Dupea who loves his private life. Whatever it is, I will still admire you. Professionally and romantically.
hehehehe.. so mushy..Aiyo..
http://www.myspace.com/bobbyydd
(Liza, I still cannot do the print screen thingy. I found the button though. but nothing pops.!)
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