Dilemma.

I quit ODAC. I feel like crying now because I LOVE ODAC. I LOVE MY SENIORS. I LOVE THE ACTIVITIES. I LOVE MY LAST MINUTE-FOUND FRIENDS IN ODAC. I LOVE THE INDUCTION CAMP. The camp really has 'induced' me. To the comittee who was in-charged of the camp. You all have successfully met your objectives cause the camp is so impactful and effective. Syabas. (Damn!)

The most impactful factor that makes me LOVE ODAC is my dear seniors. They are the best seniors I've ever had. (Best I Ever HAd- Vertical Horizon; song to complement this article.) whom are so kind, thoughtful, helpful, mature, friendly, humorous and many more of good adjectives that a junior wants in a senior. I made such a hasty decision because I was so pressurised by people around me and doubted my ability to endure the strenuos physical training at ODAC. But Isn't the motto of th ODAC is " Spirit Of Endurance'? And in fact, I passed the trials which were physically and mentally demanding. Furthermore, i managed to get into ODAC which not many people can get into. This is tantamount to the fact that I do have that spirit (I do! But why I give up? Idiot Fairus!). This little 'devil' in me keeps persuading and changing in my decision-making. I should have not followed my heart-wills or feelings instead in what I believe. I want to reverse the time!!!

AAARGGGHHHH....! I will forever Love ODAC and the SENIORS. I'm so sorry and no hard feelings k. Sorry...

Yours Sincerely,
Siti Fairus 08S23
Ex-ODACian.

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so
iRun away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Chorus

The best I ever had
The best I ever